Reincarnated Villainess Does Not Want Revenge - Chapter 94.2
“That’s not true!”
I don’t think I would have gone back even if I had been told to.
“I would never have left without knowing what was going on, without giving an answer to Risel-sama.”
“Really?”
“Yes. Besides, even if I went back, wouldn’t it be unsettling not knowing the cause? In that case, I’d prefer to properly investigate and find out.”
“That’s true… but do you mean it when you said that you would give me an answer?”
Sapphire eyes peer into mine as if peering into my soul.
I finally realized what I had said.
I said I was going to reply to his confession.
“Y-Yes… I will give you a proper reply.”
In truth, I wanted to sincerely convey my feelings. The emotions I just realized.
But I still lack the courage for that. Furthermore, when I thought about the future that lay ahead, I couldn’t put it into words.
Becoming the Crown Prince’s consort implies that I will be involved with the royal family.
Would I be a full wife or a concubine? From Risel-sama’s character, I don’t think I would be a mistress. However, the people around us would never keep quiet about a love affair between a baron’s daughter with no power or money and the Crown Prince.
In reality, Risel-sama should have been subjected to a politically motivated marriage. Just like Rosemary once was.
Because that didn’t progress as planned, it resulted in the recent commotion involving the palace maids. Even if I’m summoned as a potential fiancée, it’s just for appearances.
“Marie. Marie, look up.”
While lost in my thoughts with my head bowed, Risel-sama touched my cheek. When I looked up, the expression he wore was somewhat troubled, and I couldn’t help but think that perhaps he had read my thoughts.
“I understand that it’s not an easy answer to give. Marie, I hope you’ll give me your answer when you’re ready. I’m happy just to receive an answer from you. Besides, if I were to receive an answer now, it might cause complications in the future, so I might be happier if it comes later.”
“What do you mean, ‘complications in the future’?”
After a short pause, Risel-sama opened his mouth.
“I’m telling you this because I want to be honest with you. I’m working towards my father’s abdication. I intend to become king and rectify the corrupt governance that permeates around my father and mother.”
“….”
I couldn’t even bring myself to voice a response.
The content was too big for me to process when I heard it.
“I initially wanted to handle things more smoothly and take more time, but it seems that’s not feasible. If things settle down, I’d like to hear your response. Until that time, will you keep your answer in your heart?”
“Y-Yes….”
“Thank you, Marie.”
He kissed me lightly on the forehead.
I put my hand to my forehead in surprise.
“I’m sorry. I got a bit carried away, didn’t I?”
He apologized with a charming smile. Definitely intentional.
“I may not be able to come here for a while. I’m sorry, but for your safety, I’m going to have to assign you an escort.”
Upon realizing that we won’t be able to see each other, I suddenly feel a pang of loneliness. Even though I know Risel-sama is going through a crucial time. I hate my own greediness.
That’s what I thought, but…
“…. I guess it’s impossible after all. It’s hard not being able to see you. Marie, if you’d like, how about becoming my maid? From being a royal maid to being a personal maid.”
It was an abrupt proposal.
“Is that okay?”
“Whether it’s okay or not, I want to make the request. I feel at ease when you’re by my side, and it really boosts my morale.”
I don’t think I have enough experience or knowledge to become a personal maid.
Becoming a personal attendant would allow you to predict, act accordingly, and always be by the side of the person you’re assigned to.
I felt my face turning red as I imagined myself next to Risel-sama.
“Ah, please don’t misunderstand. There are other personal attendants, and a knight escort is also nearby. I mean, I would never do anything that Marie dislikes, definitely, well, probably.”
The prince, who seemed to have an even richer imagination than I did, did his best to explain the situation, his cheeks tinted even redder than mine.
If there are others serving as personal attendants besides me, I might get to learn various things.
“… I would like to accept that offer.”
“Really? That’s good!”
He hugged me vigorously. Then, he pulled away in a hurry. The momentum of the hug caused the black wig that Risel-sama was wearing to fall away, revealing his original red hair.
“I’m sorry! I couldn’t restrain myself… I just said I wouldn’t do anything you dislike.”
As Risel-sama lowered his head apologetically, I couldn’t help but gaze at his red hair and think.
I don’t hate it.
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