Unaware that My Legitimate Sister is My Husband - Chapter 105
~End of chapter 104
Lin Zixian understood immediately that Xi Xian wanted a pen and paper, so she went to find her some, feeling helpless.
When Xi Xian took the pen, her thoughts were confused, and she wrote on the paper : I forgive you.
Lin Zixian gritted her teeth, “……”
Chapter 105
(40.3)
Xi Xian’s face was calm and silent, and then she wrote, “I want to go home, I want to go home now, please help me, big sister Xian.”
Xi Xian then held out the pen, her soft white hands balled up, and she bowed to Lin Zixian, with delicate tears in the eyes.
Lin Zixian was helpless about her, Xi Xian’s nature was very annoying, she was delicate and soft, when she looked at people, she seemed to have a small hook in her eyes, anyway, she was not a good girl, she had a belly full of bad water.
The kind of bad water that seduces people.
But at the same time, Lin Zixian remembered what that doctor had said, and looking at Xi Xian’s pale face, she couldn’t help but sympathize with her.
Lin Zixian decided to be magnanimous, but she did her best to smile coldly, “I, I also can’t wait for you to hurry up and leave, do you think my Lin family wants to keep you here?”
Xi Xian raised her eyes and shook her head warmly and carefully, before pulling Lin Zixian’s sleeve and rubbing herself on it.
Lin Zixian’s body stiffened up, she just felt that Xi Xian’s habit was very strange, where would you find a woman, who casually calls others big sister and also rubs herself on others ?
Her feelings towards Xi Xian were very complicated.
With Lin Zixian’s arrangement, Xi Xian was very quickly able to leave the Lin family, and from beginning to end, the old matriarch Lin never came to see her, but she wasn’t slighted nor neglected on any matter.
Xi Xian returned injured to the residence and immediately went to see the old matriarch.
When her grandmother saw her, she merely sighed, her compassionate and sad face was completely calm, and she just slowly said, “Xianxian, why did you bite your tongue? Why exactly did you do this?”
Xi Xian just shook her head, pointing to her throat and slowly shaking her head again.
The old matriarch Xi was about to die of anger.
When she left her grandmother’s place, Xi Xian walked out into the wind, helplessness and confusion filling her heart.
She didn’t know why, but she just felt as if life was meaningless.
Forever in a deadlock and entangled, thinking about her goal that was difficult to achieve, while hiding filthy thoughts in the bottom of her heart, loathing herself for it, but finding herself unable to expel those thoughts, human life on this earth was more or less like this.
Everyone was a pile of dirt, she had died once and felt nothing, because she didn’t consider that it was a big deal to die.
The most painful thing in the end was wasting her feelings and time, and getting pain and numbness in return.
If her legitimate sister knew that she had such a disgusting and dirty mind, would she sneer at her? Would she be disgusted with her? Would she personally make sure she gets married far away?
In fact, these were nothing.
Xi Xian just hoped that she would always be the special person, like the bright moonlight, or the scar in one’s heart, but she did not want to be the rodent in the dark corner, gnawing on rotting and stinking wood, leaving creepy and disgusting memories in people’ s hearts.
She felt …… like she was going crazy.
As long as it was something related to Lu Zongheng, Xi Xian could not help but be obsessed, could not help but resist, and she could only destroy herself, to show how clear-minded and rational she was, but now that she thought about it carefully, she was not so much in love with him any longer, her love had strangely and inexplicably been diverted.
(41.1)
Doing something so wrongly absurd, and even such having outrageous thoughts, Xi Xian felt like she was falling apart, in a daze.
She suddenly wanted to go see her legitimate sister.
Xi Xian thought that perhaps this would give her peace of mind, that when she really sees that person, she would realize how ridiculous her dreams and reveries were, and that the people in her dreams were illusory and had nothing to do with reality at all.
But her legitimate sister was not in the residence as usual, and she heard the maid say, that her big sister would not come back until the beginning of spring.
Zi Yu also said, “The mistress knows what the miss did.”
Xi Xian was at a loss and numb, Zi Yu pointed out, “Biting your tongue.”
Xi Xian did not expect her legitimate to know everything, and for a moment, she pulled on her sleeves, pursing her lips, without saying a word.
Xi Xian looked thinner, after just a day or two, her chin was sharper, her face ghastly, her body as slender as a willow in the wind, her eyes seemed to be able to drop tears at any moment, and she looked pitiful like a wilted flower.
Making people unable to say harsh words.
Zi Yu could not say a word, and after a long moment, she said with a hoarse voice: “…… This servant is inviting you to properly recuperate your health.”
Xi Xian wrote on the paper: does big sister has any other instructions?
Zi Yu shook her head and said, “Nothing else.”
Xi Xian was a little panicked.
If her legitimate sister had such an attitude, did it mean she was no longer willing to pay attention to her ?
Translator : Laura
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