Unaware that My Legitimate Sister is My Husband - Chapter 111
~End of chapter 110
Xi Xian could even marry a “husband” who was completely different from the emperor.
Who had different looks and a different temperament, but who only favored her alone.
That man would take her to the mountains to pick herbs and to walk barefoot through the clear streams, carrying her to sit on the branches of the trees, watching the distant golden red sunset slowly fall into the horizon, he would accompany her until old age, to live and die, and in the cold winter nights, under a red lamp, he would tell her stories of a long time ago.
Although that “husband” might not spend much time with her, he would give her everything she wanted.
Falsehood could also be true, and when falsehood lasted forever, it would become the truth.
Chapter 111
(43.3)
Although that “husband” might not spend much time with her, he would give her everything she wanted.
Falsehood could also be true, and when falsehood lasted forever, it would become the truth.
But before he could do that, he needed a certain complete and decisive conclusion, not a dubious determination.
That was a principle that all children should understand, before asking for a piece of candy, they had to prove that they would do what they said they were going to do.
Unwarranted pampering creates many irreversible bad habits.
Xi Xian was someone who needed to be corrected. She had gotten too many promises before and could not stand up to any of her own promises.
Xi Xian cried in her dream, like a small withered flower, with its petals weakly drooping down.
Her balled up body looked so soft, like it could be bent into different curves at any time, and when it hurt, she would only whimper with delicate tears in her eyes.
Her forehead was gently kissed, Xi Xian turned over and hugged that person’s arm at once, rubbing her soft white cheek against it, smelling the familiar sandalwood scent. She even wanted to show her belly for him to rub, but her wrist was stopped by him.
He tucked Xi Xian’s hands under the covers and trapped them so that she couldn’t get them out, and a resigned, pitiful wailing sound came from her throat, delicate even in her dreams.
The man didn’t hold her in his arms like he had countless times before, and just kissed her forehead over and over again, whispering sweet words of love in the sleepy young girl’s ear, coaxing her, so that she could be reassured and pampered, then she once again kicked him out of the way and balled herself up, sweetly sleeping under the covers.
Her legitimate sister just coldly extinguished the candle flame that was kept for her, letting the room fall into deep darkness.
Xi Xian wasn’t too happy, so she started kicking the covers to vent her anger, half-asleep and half-awake, and without awareness, she started sobbing.
Because there was no one to coax her, she was having a hard time.
If she was not coaxed, she was going to wake up very soon.
The man didn’t pay attention to Xi Xian anymore, and went out of the courtyard alone.
Facing the cold and biting wind outside, the long-haired and tall legitimate sister deeply felt that he was really spending too much time on Xi Xian.
As an emperor, he should not dedicate everything to a woman in the first place.
Since her rebirth, she was being evasive and getting entangled, wrapping herself in wool and meowing loudly, chasing around her tail in circles, but forgetting that her choices were the cause and what she got was the effect.
Instead, he was going to remember everything and continue forward.
Xi Xian was very important, she was his most precious treasure, the only selfishness and warmth in his life.
Even so, he was still going to regard everything, women, love, imperial matters, as a single clean line.
Until they all overlap into a perfect node, that was what he needed to precisely get a hold on.
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Xi Xian’s disease was not very serious, she had a fever and sweated a lot, but if she drank medicine from time to time, she could wake up the next day.
In fact, she wasn’t even sick enough to need her legitimate sister to coax her, but as a matter of habit, she did that anyway, overturning heaven and earth, but her legitimate sister ignored her and didn’t even come to see her.
This was not what they promised each other.
Xi Xian felt a bit of shame and resentment starting to emerge from her depressed state of mind, as if her gloomy mood was finally having ups and downs after a serious illness.
She refused to admit that her determination was not clear enough, and no matter what, she could not imagine that her legitimate sister could calculated her heart and mind so accurately.
Her legitimate sister was anticipating that she would only think of the good points and forget about the bad points, and that she would not remain in the same mood forever.
Xi Xian closed her eyes and leaned back on the bed, and felt much better.
It seemed that after being sick and sleeping for a long time, her mind was now slightly more cheerful.
Yet, it couldn’t change her decision.
She had enjoyed too many luxurious things, yet all the wealth and love in this world could hardly make her happy forever.
As a woman who held her self-esteem higher than the sky but having a fate as thin as paper, Xi Xian didn’t think she was suitable for the mundane world and everything in it.
It would be better to become a nun as early as possible. Her daily life would be plain but it would be pure, and if there was no ups and downs, then there would be no more pain.
(44.1)
Xi Xian wanted to be a nun, even if her legitimate sister could make it happen, but she could not immediately become one.
When the old matriarch heard the news, she simply could not believe it, she had lived to this age, had seen countless people, at least thousands, with all kinds of demons and ghosts of various shape in them, innocent people or malicious people, she had seen it all.
But she had never seen a girl like Xi Xian, who had no head or tail.
Before, she made a ruckus saying she wanted to get married, but now she wanted to become a nun. The decisions she made were so capricious that she looked like a child, yet she looked so serious, and she thought things through step by step, and every time, she was genuinely making a decision for herself.
His Highness also said to let her do as she wished, so she then no longer paid attention to this matter.
Translator : Laura
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