Unaware that My Legitimate Sister is My Husband - Chapter 117
~End of chapter 116
Hongyu knelt on the ground, kowtowed to the supreme Lord, and said word by word: “If the supreme Lord does not want this servant anymore, then this servant will die to show my loyalty to you and the late Lord, I won’t dare to be negligent.”
She knew too many secrets, and it was impossible for the crown prince to give her freedom, even if she gave birth to Xianxian, that didn’t mean anything.
Because in the man’s view, even if Xi Xian was born, she was born for him, wasn’t she?
So it was logical for her to become his woman, while Hongyu was just a vessel who had given birth to Xi Xian.
Chapter 117
(45.4)
Hongyu understood all too well that the supreme Lord was merciless towards spies, and the training they had been brought up with since they were young was also like this, they never dared to see themselves as individuals, so how could she dare to call herself the supreme Lord’s mother-in-law?
She would rather not be free, or go to her death, than become a burden to her daughter.
After a long time, the supreme Lord calmly said, “Go back.”
Hongyu’s back was damp with sweat, and when she raised her head, she saw the scrutinizing and obscure, icy smile in the young man’s eyes.
She was glad, she had made the right decision.
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Her concubine mother very quickly left, leaving behind cool tea that the bad-tempered Xi Xian whisked to the ground. The expensive porcelain shattered into many petals, while she sat on the ground and cried, like a stupid child who didn’t know any better, deluding herself all day long with things that would never be possible.
Xi Xian also knew that her thoughts were very strange and fickle, without any logic and reason, completely capricious and delusional.
But one thing would not change, if her legitimate sister did not stay by her side all her life, she would rather become a nun, otherwise, when she gets married, the two families would have ties, and she really wasn’t willing to see her legitimate sister after she gets married, and she even more could not imagine her legitimate sister and another man being together.
It was unimaginable, and it made her sick to her stomach.
She would become so neurotic that she would destroy herself.
Moreover, she was even more unable to accept …… that her legitimate sister would marry the crown prince.
The ties were so chaotic that it left Xi Xian dumbfounded and extremely unwilling, to the point that she wanted to stab that b*stard man to death.
(46.1)
Originally Xi Xian’s intention was to live alone in the mountains with her two maids after leaving the family, and in the future, if not necessary, she might not leave the mountains again, as long as she had some books with her, even without the support of affection, Xi Xian could still live a very happy life.
But now she realized that her dissatisfaction could be so easily provoked.
She didn’t want her legitimate sister to marry the crown prince.
It was hard to say what she was feeling, but if this really happened, Xi Xian felt that she would go crazy, and if her legitimate sister and the crown prince were happy and fulfilled together, she might just break down.
For one day or two, Xi Xian lived in her own imagination, in a daze.
She started having dreams again.
In the dream, her legitimate sister was holding the crown prince’s hand and she walked to her, while Xi Xian sat on the ground, looking up at them with a face full of incomprehension, with delicate tears in her eyes, about to roll down her cheeks.
Her legitimate sister bent down and took Xi Xian into her arms, saying gently and elegantly, “Xian Xian, you will bless us, won’t you?”
The man, however, looked as if he was looking at a stranger, and said in a cold, low voice: “Heng’er, why would I need her blessing?”
Her legitimate sister’s light-colored eyes gazed at Xi Xian and said with a flat smile, “After all, she is our child’s aunt.”
Her legitimate sister’s height was tall and her face was similar to the crown prince’s, both carried some unfathomable mystery, but when she stroked her little belly, she was so gentle.
Xi Xian’s eyes widened and she started to cry incredulously, pointing at the crown prince and feeling wronged while saying, “No, no, no – big sister, you can’t marry him, he’s a b*stard, he won’t treat you well.”
Her legitimate sister, however, looked at the crown prince and said coldly, “Cousin wouldn’t do this to me.”
Xi Xian spat out a mouthful of blood, and both her legitimate sister and the crown prince frowned at her. Xi Xian staggered, nearly on the verge of fainting.
When she opened her eyes, it was still early in the morning, the sun had not rised outside, the room was warm as spring, but Xi Xian’s heart was filled with pain and despair, as if the things in the dream were real. She found it hard to accept.
Her heart was already fragile, now that she had such thoughts, she almost started to suffocate while curling up on the bed, she was drenched in sweat when she woke up, her lips pale, her big eyes tired and lifeless, and she just curled up on herself, crying in a small voice.
She really couldn’t control herself.
Xi Xian fell sick again. She was sick and drank medicine all day long. She no longer had the energy to clamor that she was going to leave the family. Now she could only drink medicine all day long and sleep. She also got thinner, as if the wind could blow her away with just a puff.
When Née Qin learned of it, she blamed herself endlessly. She just sighed and said to Xi Xian: “Xianxian, how would Yiniang know about your big sister’s marriage ? I was just bluffing, don’t take it to heart, huh?”
How could Xi Xian listen to this ?
She was afraid of her legitimate sister marrying the crown prince, she was also afraid of her legitimate sister marrying anyone else, and even more so, she couldn’t accept that someone like her legitimate sister would have children for someone else, living like the most debased and common woman.
Things shouldn’t be like this.
Although she didn’t know exactly where her unwarranted and unspeakable admiration for her legitimate sister came from, but her legitimate sister was her heavenly god, a guardian who was reborn with her and descended from the heavens, with so many qualities that made her envious but also infatuated with.
Translator : Laura
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