Unaware that My Legitimate Sister is My Husband - Chapter 119
~End of chapter 118
Xi Xian shook her head and said, “But I think it’s better to suffer than to feel sad in my heart.”
Xi Yan suddenly said, “If what you want to avoid is just all of this, why can’t you marry an ordinary husband ? In that case, you won’t be so sad.”
Xi Xian still shook her head.
In fact, it was not impossible, but if she married an ordinary husband, then that person would never give up this relationship with the Xi family, otherwise he would not have taken her as his wife in the first place. If this was the case, it would be seeking her own humiliation, and stupid like she was, she wouldn’t even know about it.
Xi Yan could not do anything about her, she was just trying to talk to her to see. After all, her little sister wanted to leave the family, the family was temporarily coaxing and repressing her idea, but they were unable to make her change her mind, and she did not think she could persuade Xi Xian with just a few words either.
Chapter 119
(46.3)
Xi Xian’s health was not good, so when Xi Yan left, she went to rest alone.
These days she was always easily tired, and it seemed as if her heart and mind were sinking, like she would scatter like driftwood, drown and pass away.
When she woke up, she realized that it was already late, and her legitimate sister, whom she hadn’t seen for a long time, was sitting in front of her, examining her without any expression, seemingly towering over her, but carrying helplessness and tenderness in her.
Her legitimate sister’s superciliary bone was elegant, her eyebrows were deep and graceful, she looked more tired than before, but also sharper and colder. The golden peony on her hair was refined and gorgeous, which often made Xi Xian forget that her legitimate sister was also a person of the same age as her.
Xi Xian sat up at once, pulled the sleeve of her legitimate sister’s clothes and cried, “Big sister, big sister you finally returned, I thought I would never see you again ……”
Her legitimate sister tenderly stroked her side face as she said, “Xianxian missed her big sister, so I came to see you.”
Xi Xian grabbed her legitimate sister’s hand, covered her eyes, and softly cried, “Do you not want me anymore ? Are you going to marry the emperor?”
The new emperor had ascended the throne, and her legitimate sister, as his cousin, had yet to get married. Besides, she was so sharp and cold, perfectly suitable to stand side by side with the emperor.
Her legitimate sister was silent for a moment and then said, “No, I will always be with you.”
The tone of her voice sounded as if it was obvious, cold and dull, like a puppet infused with a soul.
Her legitimate sister said, “Big sister will always watch over you, but you shouldn’t fall in love with a woman, it won’t do you any good.”
Xi Xian desperately shook her head, but her legitimate sister forced her to look straight at her and slowly said, “I will arrange it for you, you’ll get married next month.”
Xi Xian’s eyes widened, completely unable to understand what exactly her legitimate sister was saying, and could only say woodenly, “What are you saying, how come I don’t understand?”
Her legitimate sister went on to say, “When you get married, the husband I found for you will never interact with the Xi family, he won’t ever have a high official position and you’ll be far away from the imperial court, so that you can live a peaceful life. He won’t dare to take concubines or do anything to wrong you. This is the life you want, big sister will give everything to you.”
“But you must endure that common life, I will not promise you anymore.”
Xi Xian didn’t know whether or not she should accept this.
It was clearly something she had been asking for for a long time, but now that it was in front of her, she didn’t want it as much.
Her legitimate sister murmured in a low and slow voice, “Do you still want to become a nun?”
Xi Xian hesitated and then nodded her head.
Her legitimate sister laughed softly, the buyao in her hair was glittering with gold light, while she smoothed Xi Xian’s hair gently and leisurely, “Xian Xian, you don’t want to become a nun at all. You’re a normal person, so why don’t you solve your problems in a normal person’s way?”
Xi Xian looked at her big sister with a pleading look and murmured softly, “I only want big sister, is this not okay? We are not blood relatives, you’re protecting me like this, why can’t we be companions for life?”
Her legitimate sister bluntly refused, “It’s impossible.”
She pondered, as if with temptation and malice, her red lips slightly curled up, “I will marry …… my cousin and become the wife of the new emperor. If you really desire your big sister and really love big sister, come with me to the palace.”
Xi Xian was so agitated that she couldn’t help but cover her chest and cough gently, her face was pale and anguished.
She finally refused in a weak voice, “No, …… I, I would rather die.” This was her bottom line.
Even for someone she loved, no matter who, she would never enter the palace once again.
Her legitimate sister smiled with amusement, “Then, get rid of those thoughts of yours. I will no longer tolerate your childish and foolish delusions. I promise you will get married to an ordinary man, that is my greatest forgiveness to you.”
Xi Xian’s eyelashes covered her almond pupils as she said in a dull voice, “I’m sorry, I …… have disgusted you.”
When her legitimate sister really says those words, only then would she really feel how unacceptable her thoughts were.
Her legitimate sister, however, pinched her jaw and gently said, “Good child, big sister is very happy that you have such thoughts.”
(47.1)
Her legitimate sister’s hand touched Xi Xian’s face and said with a slight smile, “So, who do you really love, Xianxian ? You know, as long as you really love big sister, you will get a lot.”
Xi Xian looked at her at a loss, biting her lip without saying a word, as if she was really thinking about this question.
“Apart from giving you a status, big sister can let you live a comfortable life with fine clothes and food. This way, we can be together for the rest of our lives and never be separated.”
Translator : Laura
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