Unaware that My Legitimate Sister is My Husband - Chapter 79
~End of chapter 78
Xi Xian even suspected that her legitimate sister’s personality had issues.
On any matter, normal people would forever see things differently from her. Her legitimate sister wasn’t being negative, she just saw everything from another perspective that was diametrically opposite, extreme and carrying an evil intent.
Xi Xian did not doubt for a second that if her legitimate sister had not been born a girl and had not been trapped in a boudoir, in such a man-oriented era, Xi Heng would have been an unscrupulous and cold-hearted man.
Remembering her legitimate sister’s appearance, and the grim look on her face as she smiled a smile that didn’t look like one, Xi Xian got goosebumps all over her body.
Chapter 79
(29.2)
However, Xi Xian decided to forget all of this, because her legitimate sister had been kind to her, and was the only one who could understand her experience of being reborn, so even though her legitimate sister’s character was a bit insane and paranoid, she could not disavow her because of this.
As her legitimate sister’s relative, she ought to be more tolerant of her and influence her to do good, rather than being scared, avoid her, and abandon their sisterhood.
When she was reborn, Xi Xian at first had wanted to be a vicious person, but after going round and round, she found that she couldn’t do it, she couldn’t be so cold-blooded and selfish as to stab a knife into the back of someone walking the same path as her and who was kind to her.
She took small steps forward, pulled on her legitimate sister’s cuffs, and carefully probed her legitimate sister’s expression, before curling up her lips and smiling.
The edge of the young girl’s eyes were red, leaning on Xi Heng’s side, she whispered, “Big sister, you scared me just now, can you not be like this in the future?”
Her legitimate sister continued to walk forward, without any intention to slow down, and Xi Xian could only quickly follow after her with small steps, she once again squeezed her legitimate sister’s cuffs and softly tugged on it, like how a cat would look at its owner.
Her legitimate sister was silent. Stopping her footsteps, she finally extended her arms to hold her in her arms, while slowly rubbing Xi Xian’s long dark hair.
When Xi Heng was gentle, her eyes revealed the clear and clean look belonging to a young person, making Xi Xian feel that the one in front of her was a simple and gentle young person, not someone who was extreme and insane at heart.
Xi Heng’s hands were long and dexterous, carrying a subtle sandalwood scent, she tidied up the loose hair around Xi Xian’s ears, and whispering in her ear with a hoarse voice, “Sorry, it’s big sister’s fault for scaring our baby.”
Those were the words she said, but there was a hoarse, sexy lingering tone in her voice.
Xi Xian was a bit bewildered and at a loss, squeezing her cuffs, she softly said, “It’s okay, big sister, I’ve already gotten very used to you.”
She was used to these types of people. Perhaps they all had something in common, when they turned crazy and insane, they dared to say anything.
Forcing her to take oaths, forcing her to do shameful things, and then cherishing and pampering her to the extreme when they were done, but the gloomy madness in their eyes was still there, and once the opium addicts got their deeply beloved opium, they were able to put on the gentle and kind skin of ordinary people.
Xi Xian wondered if she was also insane, because she had gotten used to being treated like this.
Whether it was her heart, or her body, they both were incredibly soft, numbed in one side to the point where it took a long time before she could feel the dull, unrelenting pain.
She didn’t want to renew her relationship with the crown prince who was now the regent, but she could make a good pair of sisters with her legitimate sister.
After all, being sisters would always be less painful than being an unhappy couple.
Xi Xian said this, but her legitimate sister could not agree, she placed Xi Xian’s hand on her heart, and gently said: “No matter what you do, big sister will not be angry, nor will she be in pain. Therefore, when you are sad and heartbroken, you should not endure it silently.”
Xi Xian blinked her eyes and she whispered, “…… What?”
Her legitimate sister said gently, “If I have offended your dignity, you can also slap me, you don’t need to be so careful.”
Xi Xian was a little speechless, she had never slapped a girl, she couldn’t lay her hands on a girl, but in her last life, when she was so angry that her wrists started trembling delicately, she did often slap the emperor.
Her legitimate sister’s voice seemed to be bewitching her, intricate and icy: “Baby you see, if you kill me, stab me with a knife, and splatter blood everywhere on the ground…… that’s also okay. I give you permission to treat me that way, I’ll die most willingly, and you won’t suffer any retribution for it.”
If she was the one doing it, then leaving this dark and damp place behind to go into the light was the most proper choice in this world.
He didn’t see anything wrong with it.
In the man’s opinion, being killed by her with a single slash would make him full of happiness, so happy that he would tremble and lose his speech because of it.
Xi Xian just shook her head and didn’t want to speak any more, feeling a little tired in her heart.
The exchanges with her legitimate sister were forever profoundly unforgettable.
Even on the most superficial matters, she had no words to reply back, they had no way to agree with each other, from the smallest things like how to dress to how to treat someone who insults you, because Xi Xian’s innate nature was very shy.
To the point where she was degradingly kind.
Her legitimate sister’s cold eyes slightly raised, and she did not express her opinion.
People whose innate nature was good, even if they wanted to become bad, were an hindrance, clumsy with their hands, stupid and ignorant and unaware.
When he handed her the blood-stained blade, kneeling down in front of the young girl, begging her to put him to death, she was so frightened that her complexion turned pale, and she even knelt down with him while crying and begging him not to be so scary.
It was such a great opportunity, if she really wanted to kill him, he wouldn’t even object.
This way, all her doubts and pain would be solved.
While Xi Heng was thinking about it, he became apathetic. Being pulled by Xi Xian’s small hand, he said in a slow and low voice, “You were given a chance, why didn’t you cherish it?”
Translator : Laura
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