If I Have You, What More Could I Ask For In This Life? - Chapter 13.1
Trigger warning + General warnings: This chapter mentions r*pe and sex, as well as a suicide attempt. There are also mentions of date r*pe drugs.
Translated by: Cherry
When the sunlight shone into the room, Yisheng felt a little dizzy. She pinched her forehead, feeling like she had done some incredibly hard work which made her back and waist ache. She opened her eyes slightly and just happened to catch sight of the naked back of a man on her bed? She was shocked and almost jumped up. When she sat up in shock, she suddenly realized that she was completely naked, the body of a young girl showing. She hurriedly covered herself with the blanket, trying her best to recall what she had done yesterday night.
Her memory went back to the dark night last night. It seemed that she really wanted someone to hug her, and when she touched the bed, her whole body felt hot and she felt like she needed to find something that would help her stop her physiological reaction, but she did not know what it was. In her frenzy, she touched skin that was as smooth as jade, it was a lot cooler than her palm. Suddenly, she wanted more, so she slowly moved her body and pressed herself closer to the cooler skin.
Suddenly, someone grabbed her restless hand, muttering, “Don’t touch.”
But she wanted to touch it. She did not hear that person’s words and directly put her head on his chest, trying to get that bit of coolness. That was until she got out of control. She wanted more.
Yisheng was shocked and stopped trying to recall what had happened last night. Her body kept trembling, she had slept with someone, she went to bed with her childhood friend. She clearly remembered that she was the one who had removed his clothes first, and after that, they had sex.
She was in a mess, looking at that naked back, she felt even more frightened. She was scared that even a small action would wake him up, and then she would be caught in action. If that happened, she would not be able to explain herself. She gritted her teeth and grabbed the messy clothes that were on the quilt, held them to her chest, and got out of bed as quietly as possible. She was very, very careful. She made as few sounds as possible as she stepped on the floor. She was watching Song Anchen cautiously, staggering out of the room step by step.
When she finally got out of her room safely, she was finally able to breathe. However, her face lowered instantly, and she looked distraught. She was too horrible, even if she could not get his heart, she should not have taken advantage of him and forced herself on him.
Yisheng covered her face, looking very upset. How could she be such a shameless girl! After she finished taking a bath in the washroom, she wore her pajamas and waited for Song Anchen to wake up. It would be a mess soon. She was acting like a very good girl, warming up the milk and bread and sitting down to wait.
After less than half an hour, she heard sounds coming from her room. Her heartbeat quickened. What was coming would eventually come. The instant her room door opened, she had already made up a bunch of excuses for herself. She did not take advantage of his drunken state and forced herself on him, she could swear that at that time, she had become a pervert after drinking the alcohol and could not control herself.
She was coming up with a bunch of reasons, but Song Anchen did not give her a chance to perform. He just glanced at her, blushed, then hurried into the bathroom. After he finished washing his face, he sat down next to her, eating the breakfast she had prepared for him without saying a word.
She felt even more worried with Song Anchen’s silence. However, she was also a little touched, he had probably not wanted to embarrass her or sue her for using force. Hence, he was acting as if nothing had happened. Since he was so calm, she, as the criminal, would not turn herself in and ruin her future. He had already helped her, so she should be grateful.
She pretended to be calm as she said, “Did you sleep well last night?” her smile was very brilliant.
Song Anchen was about to drink milk when he heard Yisheng’s question and almost choked. His face, which had already returned to its normal color instantly reddened, and he was slightly uncomfortable. Yisheng cried out in her heart, this was bad. She had brought up something that he was probably very upset about, the fact that he got r*ped, the pain of losing his virginity.
She really wanted to slap herself, why did she ask such a horrible question?
“Yes, besides for the fact that my waist is a little sore,” He continued to drink his milk, his actions a little unnatural.
Yisheng gulped, then smiled, acting dumb, “I slept very well yesterday, all the way until dawn.”
Song Anchen looked at her, slightly stunned.
“Hehe,” Yisheng got goosebumps from him looking at her so ‘attentively’. She tried her best to avoid his gaze, “Who asked you to drink so much last night and drunkenly sleep on my bed? If you slept on my father’s Simmons bed, your waist won’t be sore now.”
He could not help frowning, he complained a little, “You’re the one…”
“Ah…” There was a scream coming from the house opposite. It was Lin Ruohan’s scream. Song Anchen’s expression changed and he ran out in a panic. Yisheng followed behind. When waves and waves of screams and cries came out from Song Anchen’s room, Yisheng felt that something was wrong.
Lin Ruohan had her own room. Why did she not stay in her room and go to Song Anchen’s room instead?