Translated By: Faery
Chapter 47 – Class Reunion (1)
Shen Zhiyang heard Qin Xiangnan asking if he wanted to go abroad. He was in a daze for a while.
After a moment, he laughed: “Did she even tell you this? Xiao Nan, don’t worry, I won’t go abroad. I will always be by your side.”
Qin Xiangnan shook off his arms and looked very calm. “You don’t have to give up such a good opportunity for me.”
“It’s not for you, I like to stay here. I don’t want to go abroad.”
“I knew that, after high school, you have to study abroad. If you are staying and giving up a better future for me, I would never feel peaceful for the rest of my life.”
He was stunned, and he didn’t expect that she knew everything. He did give up the opportunity to study abroad for her, but he did not regret it.
Shen Zhiyang grabbed her arm tightly, “Xiao Nan, you listen well. I only want you, and I don’t care what the future is. Nothing is impossible. As long as you are by my side, it is my future. With you, I will do everything.”
“But I don’t want you to do so much for me like this. I can’t afford it.”
“You are my girlfriend. Because I love you, I will do it for you. I don’t need you to bear anything, I’m here. You don’t have to worry about anything, don’t be stressed, don’t think about it. I won’t blame you, I am willing.” Shen Zhiyang looked at her and told her everything he wanted to say to her.
But Qin Xiangnan still did not want him to stay for her, giving up such a good opportunity to study abroad.
Shen Zhiyang stopped talking, he liked her so much, why doesn’t she understand?
For a long time, he asked her: “Xiao Nan, do you really want me to go abroad so much? Wouldn’t you be sad to be separated from me?”
She slowly exhaled and said, “As long as you have a better future, even if we separate, I will not be sad.”
Shen Zhiyang listened to her and felt very sad. After a long silence, he raised his head, his eyes were red, and asked her, “Have you ever liked me?”
Qin Xiangnan was surprised. She has slowly accepted him since she started to be with him. She can feel his goodness and his love for her. She is grateful that he likes her so much, although sometimes she does not know how to respond to him. But she felt that she liked him too, and she liked the feeling of having a peace of mind when she was with him.
“I, I like you. But I can’t be so selfish, leading you around and letting you give up your future.”
She still said that, he didn’t want to hear her say that.
“If you really like me, why do you never wear the necklace I gave you?” he questioned her.
“I, I think it’s too expensive. We are still students, it’s not suitable.”
“Why didn’t you get angry when Li Xinyu told you that she would marry me in the future?” He continued to ask her.
“Whenever you see a text message and love letters written to me by other girls, why are you not unhappy, jealous, angry, and you never question me? Qin Xiangnan, do you really like me? Why haven’t I felt it for so long? Your response to me, I thought you were just particularly sensible, not coquettish and unreasonable, but I suddenly want to understand today. No girl will be like you and act like this unless you don’t really like me…”
Qin Xiangnan choked. She didn’t know what to say. She didn’t really know
“Even if I leave you, you can readily accept it. You won’t cry or make trouble…”
Qin Xiangnan looked at Shen Zhiyang as he said those words one by one. She could feel his pain, his sadness, but she didn’t know what to say. She didn’t want him to be sad, but she didn’t know how to comfort him.
After a while, Shen Zhiyang looked somber and said, “If you want me to go abroad, I will go. I will not make you unhappy.”
After that day, Shen Zhiyang began to prepare for studying abroad. Even so, he still didn’t want to break up with Qin Xiangnan, but she would never see him again. Before he went abroad to study, Qin Xiangnan asked someone to return the necklace he gave to her.
He realized that all these things were all his one-sided feelings. Qin Xiangnan never liked him.
After that, he went abroad and there was no more news.
Xu Chang heard Qin Xiangbei mention why Shen Zhiyang and Qin Xiangnan broke up. There is an indescribable feeling in his heart.
“Dr. Xu, these are just what my sister said. Anyway, when she said it, I could not see how sad she was, and she was not angry at all. Even if Shen Zhiyang abandoned her and went abroad to study, she didn’t even shed a single tear. You say, does she really like Shen Zhiyang? Anyway, I don’t believe it.”
Xu Chang thought for a long time, and then answered: “Maybe your sister is such a person. Even if she is sad, she will only hide it in her heart. “
Qin Xiangbei shook his head, “That may not be necessary, I think she behaved differently to another person…”
Xu Chang was surprised, “Who? Does your sister like someone else?”
Qin Xiangbei finished listening and he suddenly laughed. “Dr. Xu, you really are… I’m going to laugh at you…”
Xu Chang was inexplicably laughed at.
“The person I’m talking about is you!” Qin Xiangbei still smiled.
Xu Chang looked at him and smiled, not believing it.
“Anyway, I remember that she was really different to you. She would be inexplicably angry with you. At that time, I was young, and some things could not be understood. But when I think about it, you two are really alike. You know when she and Shen Zhiyang went on a date, she didn’t stay at home, didn’t she? She thought that you wouldn’t come that day. She took the wrong medicine and was angry at me. Isn’t it because she knew that you and Zhao Cancan went on a date and was jealous?” Qin Xiangbei sighed. “Ah, Qin Xiangnan is really stupid, and she can’t even understand herself.”
Seeing Xu Chang not speaking, he patted Xu Chang’s shoulder, gave him a mature look, and said to him: “I’ll help you here, brother-in-law.”